GNT #165: I already knew it. But I wasn't ready.

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TL;DR: Hearing something and being ready for it are two different things. The same message can feel completely different depending on when, how, and from whom it arrives. This one's about learning to recognize the difference.

My son EJ turned twelve in January.

He's a reader. He finds a sunbeam on the couch, wraps himself in a blanket, and disappears into a book for hours. Science fiction, classics. Hatchet. Harry Potter. The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. An atlas. Kid just loves to read.

So when my husband put together a list of "life books" for us to work through with EJ as he heads into his teenage years, EJ was all in. The first one on the list was How to Win Friends and Influence People.

EJ started before I did.

And one night last week, after dinner, he pulled me aside. He was calm and so kind. He said, "Mom, I really think you should start reading this book. I think it would change how you interact with Dash."

Dash is my youngest son, eight years old.

And EJ was 100% right.

I started listening in the car. Within the first few chapters, there's a poem called Father Forgets. A parent, sitting beside his sleeping child in the dark, replaying his day. He had scolded the boy for not drying his face properly. Criticized him at breakfast. Snapped at him in the doorway.

And yet his son had run across the room and thrown his arms around his neck anyway.

That's when the father falls apart.

And there I was, sitting in the donation line at Goodwill, sobbing.

Because for the past several months, I had been doing exactly this with Dash. The jacket he left behind. The teeth he forgot to brush. The chores undone. His snuggy he leaves everywhere. I had been keeping score of all of it.

I knew this lesson. Instead of criticising, try to understand. I had read this exact book twice before. Once early in my career. And then about eight years ago.

I knew it. And I still needed to hear it.

Why the same message is experienced differently

We tend to treat knowledge like a checkbox. Once you've heard something, you know it. Filed and done.

But that's not how readiness works.

The message doesn't change. We do. And sometimes we have to be in a specific season, facing a specific situation, with enough openness before something we technically already know can truly internalize.

What made it sink in this time wasn't the book itself. It was EJ. He didn't criticize me. He wasn't making a point. He was just compassionately handing me something he thought I needed. There was no defensiveness to protect against. And then the poem did the rest, because it held up a mirror to exactly what I was doing with Dash. Item by item.

Someone I trusted, speaking kindly. A message that matched my exact moment. I was ready to hear it.

2 things worth considering

1.

The first is about yourself.

If you've ever dismissed a book, a talk, or a piece of advice because you've already heard it, it might be worth asking: heard it when?

The version of you who first encountered that idea was in a different season, with different problems and different blind spots. Revisiting something you already know isn't redundant. Sometimes it's exactly what you need to hear.

2.

The second is about other people.

When someone in your life isn't ready to hear something you can clearly see they need, that isn't always stubbornness. Sometimes they're just not in the moment they need to be. Compassion sounds like EJ. It hands something over without making the other person feel judged for not already having it.

You can't force readiness. But you can create the conditions that make it possible.

Takeaway

Humans need to hear things again and again at different points in life.

And readiness isn't a character flaw. It's just timing.

The lesson you need right now might be one you've already encountered. And that's okay. Maybe this time you're ready.

I'm always rooting for you. See you next week.

-Colleen

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